um........ I think Everyone  has one topic in their head....sex....cuz a lot of people that i never thought would even step foot into that subject are now a bunch of hoes, and sluts...well some....

-Holly

AND god damn it i am a surfer...AND YEA I MAY WEAR A LOT OF PINK BUT I AM NOT A BARBIE!...lol...( I'll be malibu surfer barbbie an dthats my final offer..lol)

Currently Playing Breakaway By Kelly Clarkson Since you've been gone see related

OMG....ever since Chris broke up with me.....I HAVE BEEN HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE...well some of the time...I miss chris.....but he was too busy wastin time smoking...

anyway, I love Dylan...haha.....

ummm...My parents left town for a week....

i got a new kate spade purse ...

and MY SISTER IS STARTING A CHEER SQUAD....their colors are aqua, silver and white.....and they are SO CAL ALL STARS!

bbl....

-Holly

The real thing- Gwen Stefani

   HAPPY early BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

"You're a salty  water ocean wave, you knock me down and kiss my face. I know the storm will always  not come, but I still love you to have you around."

OMG!....... Yesterday had made me have hope....this whole week I thought I lost myself..... But I did'nt....yesterday I had my party at my house, it was fun....  But my birthday does'nt stop there...today I get to go look at purses, and monday I get all of my money and other presents..yay!!!!

last night was kinda so so.....with Chris..he came and of course hung out with mike and the other two people who play paintball...I felt bad for mike, cuz janet did'nt come...but....I know Chris loves me again.....cuz i have that deep feeling in my stomach again..I dont care hwta anyone says to me, or tells me what to do.....I can't control who I like, or who I don't........ I am happy thou, cuz he kissed me again....so I hope, I know he will come back.......hopefully.......I miss him soooo much......just when I am like, ok I am single...and then he kisses me so i am like...omg, i love him.....lol....well we'll have to see what happens......I don't want to end 6 months for good, if we do hook up, will continue to 7 months...lol......were so off and on..i swear....lol

'It's  you there when I close my eyes. And in the morning, I'd never thought you'd still be mine."

-Holly

 Happy Thanksgiving!

sorry i have'nt wrote in a long time....but anyway, well this last weekend was a night mare....... Friday we lost our football game....Saturday- I was early to the cheer competition and then i forgot my body liner....so i had to send my dad to get me one, but nicole called shaynah and she brought me one....and then  my dad was angry cuz he brought on for nothing...and then the wors happend...

In the middle of our routine, lauren kicked Chelsea in the knee.....tearing her acl......we messed up 3 stunts, so chelasea was a flyer and a tumbler so now she can no longer cheer..... and the the worst happend to me

Chris broke up with me on Sunday.....exactly a week before my birthday...again........yea thats right...he did the same eaxct thing to me twice.....

Lately i have been soooo lonely...cuz i never get to see my sister cuz she works 24/7, i have'nt talked to cassie for 3 months, chris broke up with me, the cheer squad has lost a main person..........THIS SUX...and thsi ALL happend a week BEFORE my birthday!

I know I am trying to get over him.....but it seem sthat i cant.....I WAS WITH HIM FOR 6 MONTHS..... to me thats pretty imposiable to get over......god...I wish i could wake up one morning and everything be back to normal...but i cant because my worst night mare has come true.....

 I always think of memories that are now  just gone to waste......but at the same time, good memories......I feel like I should smack him, and yet be like....awww....i want you back.....I AM MIXING EMOTIONS....

I feel like ripping out my hair.....but o well.....

who ever want to go to my b-day party can go...It's at La Jolla.....from 6-whenever on saturday(this saturday) the 27th........

well..... I have no one to say i love to n e more...

-Holly

VVVVVVOOOOOTTTTTTEEEE REPUBLICAN!!!!!!!

O yeah!......Go BUSH!......

I've reolized that I am going to be a republican for the rest of my life, beacuse DEMOCRATS are all about peace....but if you think about it, in the real world there are terrorists out there, and we need to stop them before they hurt us....so REPUBLICANS are kind of like, you can try to run, and you can try to hide, but we sure are gonna kick ur ass!!!!!

My mom and dad were dissapointed in my sister...She voted for Kerry!!BOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! LOSER!....But....

Yesterday Jackie was kicked off the squad and Sarah did'nt make grades, so Varsity lost 2 girls, as for us(JV) we all made grades and all of us get to compete....Weell I also saw CHRIS the other day, I was sooooo happy......except for he was stoned!....I was dissapointed, i hate it when he smokes, it breaks my heart...

anyway

VOTE REPUBLICANCUZ WE KICK ASS!

-Holly

Christopher Allan Crws....guess what?

¢¾I LOVE YOU!¢¾